TRDO: Opheliac - Welcome to my madness

I'm your Opheliac
I've been so disillusioned
I know you'd take me back
But still I feign confusion
I couldn't be your friend
My world was too unstable
You might have seen the end

But you were never able
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away

You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay

You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me

I'm your Opheliac
My stockings prove my virtues
I'm open to attack
But I don't want to hurt you
Whether I swim or sink
That's no concern of yours now
How could you possibly think
You had the power to know how
To keep me breathing
As the water rises up again
Before I slip away

You know the games I play
And the words I say
When I want my own way
You know the lies I tell
When you've gone through hell
And I say I can't stay
You know how hard it can be
To keep believing in me
When everything and everyone
Becomes my enemy and when
There's nothing more you can do
I'm gonna blame it on you
It's not the way I want to be
I only hope that in the end you will see
It's the Opheliac in me

Studies show:
Intelligent boys are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit him down and tell him
Everything gonna be all right
He knows in society he either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
He speaks in the third person
So he can forget that he's me

Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun does move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt
Doubt thou the stars are fire
Doubt thou the sun doth move
Doubt truth to be a liar
But never doubt I love

Lyrics by Emilie Autumn "Opheliac" (I changed it slightly to fit Berthi better, just changed she to he and her to him ;-D)

(me) as Berthier (Accordeur vers.) from the Royal Doll Orchestra by Kaori Yuki

I like the light here. My face looks like it is already puppetlike broken china.

Pic taken by my lovely Spinell at the Residence in Wuerzburg